Zena Jean

Lyrics

Mama told me when I was young that addiction runs In the family
Well, I took it with a grain of salt not knowing the gravity
Cause when I met him, I can tell you, I lost my sanity
Cause he was a drug, yeah he made me think that he was the remedy
Well every time he left, yeah I craved him more
I guess you can call me a junkie
What he is should be against the law
Cause he messed with me mentally
Well he walked in my life
I thought he was the one
Yeah it felt like a fantasy
Well now I’m sitting here
Singing a song about my dependency

Oh Lord, forgive me for my sins
I’m trying my best with all these demons
Save my soul cause it has weakened
Don’t let him take it, while I’m still decent
I know that it isn’t healthy
And all this weight is getting real heavy
I’m aware that I’m addicted to him
And it’s deadly

I went through withdrawals
Kept losing weight because i didn’t eat
I was losing my mind
Crawling in my skin
And flooded with anxiety
I hit rock bottom,man this is awesome
Suffering silently
Well it’s worse than oxycontin
Ain't got no more options
Forget my sobriety

Oh lord, forgive me for my sins
I’m trying my best with all these demons
Save my soul cause it has weakened
Don’t let him take it, while I’m still decent
I know that it isn’t healthy
And all this weight is getting real heavy
And I’m aware that I’m addicted to him
And it’s deadly
And it’s deadly

Oh lord forgive me for my sins
I’m trying my best with all these demons